Life!!!!

Life isn't always easy to live!

Always I appreciate everyone's poin of view to be in positive way!

But my life is becoming more and more complicated than ever I thought.

You can say easily comments on someone else's life.

But when it's come to you the situation that can't control by your self,then you can find the actual mortality of life.

It's really hard to carry but you can't through out from your life.

The person who you love or love of your life ❣️

Suddenly you find her the cause of mind pain worst pain.

She felt you like you are in hell your soul is burning in every micro seccend.

She isn't listening your words at all.

You can't leave her because you have a daughter. She has right to leave with peace with her parents!

Suddenly you find your ex is coming closer to you to feel your pain and trying to convince that don't lost. Take care of your self,be strong! Walking with you!

You have really soft corner for her! Still you loved her. She came back to you after 12 years. You love your wife too.But you are committed with your wife and you can't avoid it. You have children.

Day by Day your wife making your life too much complicated and pain full.

She is not well behaving with your sick mother as well.always creating some issues against your mother and creating a worst situation as well...

Become closer with whom is not your well wisher! Distroing your health mind!Some how on you professional life too.

You know still I love my wife and my ex too. Most important thing is my daughter and her endless love! I can't avoid that at all!

My parents will not appreciate to separattion neither I! And they also appreciate this complicated situation too.

8 years of my marriage life !!!

This situation I'm carrying for last two years! Earlier 6 years was really nice, some problems was there but it's okay...ever couple has some problems it's natural! 

But last two years it's not workable as a natural problems. 

Complicated,too much complicated!

I don't know what will come next...

Values Vs complication 

Life is not the thing you always thing...

My values always told me that runaway from the problems isn't the solution...

Solution is facing the situation....

But it's hard really hard to continuing.....

Life is short, no one can admit that he or she can live for hundreds or thousands more years....

You don't have any confirmation for one micro seccend that you would live....

But Life I really hard to live....

To be continuing....